This is MY list, my wish list, my desire from the core of my being list.
this is an ALL ABOUT ME list,
my, i’m not gonna settle for mediocre list,
and my yearning to live the fuck out of this life list!
this is my desire song for the whole world to hear,
because this is my life, and I’m welcoming the fear,
And behind that fear of the unknown less traveled is a door
So watch me open, it's time for me to let out my ROAR!
I’m gonna take up a lot of time and space,
and I’m gonna want and want and want till i’m pink in the face.
so i’ll take an orgasm please, or two or three,
and again from behind
and when i’m on top i’ll open my eyes,
and i’ll cry
because this heart of mine
is here to be free
and squirm,
and pulse, and yes, and ohhh, and more of that please!
i want to feel it all
and these tears, let them come,
i don’t want to explain,
just hold me
and my heart
until i break free,
i don’t do cages, shoulds, rules or if only’s.
this is my chance to live in all my glory
i’m going to let you SEE me, and kiss me, and hold me and push me and scare me and dare me and friend me and
worship the fuck out of me,
i have so much reverence for this opportunity
to FEEL…MY…DESIRE...
i want…i want…i want...MORE of it all,
i want a house that i bought for myself, and money to travel, to swim in more beaches, and watch more sunsets, to fall in love, and have someone to fight for, and to be fought for
i want someone to bake me a birthday cake when it’s not even my birthday, and to smell my babies neck at the end of a long day. i want to take a bubble bath at noon and listen to music about the glorious moon
i want to make a difference in the world, and to be impacted, to inspire and to write and be creative, i want to get published, and to be a leader, an extraordinary, badass, trail blazer, leader
i want to radiate love, and fall in love over and over and over again, and with myself, and the beautiful beings by my side
i want to feel more, and express more, to dance to the beat of my drum more, and let my hips shake more, and to ask for what i want more…i want more!
I want to take road trips with my besties and to surround myself with amazing, brilliant women (and men)
and i want to burn, because this is what it feels like to be on fire, and i am soooo on fire!
and and when it all goes to shit, i’ll throw plates until they break, and bleed when my heart needs to bleed, and cry deep crys at 2am when I remember the pain in my heart and in this world, and i’m going to be here for myself through it all, and I'll remember that I'm not alone and ask for help, and feel it all while i do it.
i want to make love with this fucking world, and to feel my turn-on, my wet with passion attitude for the connections that brings me back to life.
i am extraordinary.
i am love.
i am confident.
i am radiant.
i am alive with desire and
i love it.